Memories

I took a walk on this cold desolate road 
To clear these thoughts that burn my soul
You were the spark that filled my life
Now what's left is dust with memories of you

The time that we shared were the best days of my life
But you had other plans and so you pushed me aside

The harsh reality sinks in
And I was foolish to believe that we could be together
Even though there's a slight possibility 
I don't wanna agonize thinking about you and me

I fell apart on the day that you walked away
And I really tried to forget the pain
I know I'll regret that second chance I had
To hold you in my arms again...again 

The time that we shared were the best days of my life
But you had other plans and so you pushed me aside

...And I really need you now...

The harsh reality sinks in
And I was foolish to believe that we could be together
Even though there's a slight possibility 
I don't wanna agonize thinking about you and me





Cloud Nine

The feelings that I get when I come around you
I try to deny but it's written all over the sky
Cos when you come close and pull me to your body
I feel the love inside
Now won't you come close and pull me to your body
I'll be yours tonight

Everything feels right by your side
And I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
Every part of my body just gives out
Cos I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
You keep me on cloud nine

With time I realized how I felt about you
You took me by surprise with every day that passed by
This worlds grand and I'm glad I found someone like you
And I know I'd be lost if I didn't have you

Everything feels right by your side
And I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
Every part of my body just gives out
Cos I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
You keep me on cloud nine





Never Heal

I came from the forest of despair 
The burning ashes of your love keep a bind on me
I thought time would erase every memory
But I just don't heal

The seasons echoed by and to the gods I cried
Hoping that one day you'd come back to me
And you know that I'll always keep on waiting
Cos I'll never heal

I've been using since the day you left and cut me out of your world
Cos I still need you, I still need you
And the thought of sobering up and realizing that I've wasted my life
It just haunts me, you still haunt me today

I've been using since the day you left and cut me out of your world
Cos I still need you, I still need you
And the thought of sobering up and realizing that I've wasted my life
It just haunts me, you still haunt me today




 

Wasting Away

I wish I could still look into your fervent eyes
And be reassured that our love won't evanesce in time
But lately I get the feeling that you've found someone new
Can't put myself to believe that he's better for you

Now that you've left me and ran to his arms
I feel the need to eat my gun
There's no place in this world if I don't have you here with me
I'm wasting I'm wasting away

Please tell me why why have you forsaken me
I'm not perfect but I kept on trying
And this blood clot in my brain blinds me from the pain
of the day you crushed my heart in hopes of a brighter day

Please tell me why why have you forsaken me
I'm not perfect but I kept on trying
And this blood clot in my brain blinds me from the pain
Of the day you crushed my heart in hopes of a brighter day




 

Save Me

Alone through time and space I've traveled far and wide
With poison in my veins and a sea of bloodshot eyes
The years drifted by it was a blur every night
Drowning in regret wishing I could turn back time

But life is better when I'm wasted
Soaring high but still far from heaven
I'm so alive when I'm out there using
God deserted me, got tired of screaming 
to save me...to save me...to save me 

I turned it all around built myself up from the ground
But I struggled to let go of the pipe and alcohol
Addiction kept a hold on my empty heart and soul
Yet my mind wants to believe that one day I'll be set free

But life is better when I'm wasted
Soaring high but still far from heaven
I'm so alive when I'm out there using
God deserted me, got tired of screaming 
to save me...to save me...to save me
 

 

Awakened

The midnight sun takes my breath away
With every step I take
I can see the sound rushing through the crowd
And I'm rising to another world

So just close your eyes and get lost in time
Your mind will give light to a hidden world
So just close your eyes and go where you'd like
We're one tonight under the burning sky

Northern lights paint the night I'm lost in a dream
Every fear slowly dissipates from my skin 
brain waves keep racing flashing memories
My soul takes off I'm alive tonight

So just close your eyes and get lost in time
Your mind will give light to a hidden world
So just close your eyes and go where you'd like
We're one tonight under the burning sky

 

 

 

 

The break of dawn cuts a wound
Deep in my soul where only you have been
You were my all
my daily fix

I miss your smile your tender lips
I'd leave it all just to see you again
You kept me sane
as I was gaining fame

But heaven wasn't made for me I fell a long time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more

Life's a chance a wicked game
We sell our souls for a little fame
I see it now
Now that it's too late

And this is all we crave to make a name
But fucked up in the head when the spotlight ends
I wanna die young
In hopes to see you again

But heaven wasn't made for me I fell a long time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more

 

But heaven wasn't made for me I fell a long time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more