The time that we shared were the best days of my life
But you had other plans and so you pushed me aside
The harsh reality sinks in
And I was foolish to believe that we could be together
Even though there's a slight possibility
I don't wanna agonize thinking about you and me
I fell apart on the day that you walked away
And I really tried to forget the pain
I know I'll regret that second chance I had
To hold you in my arms again...again
But the time that we shared were the best days of my life
But you had other plans and so you pushed me aside
The harsh reality sinks in
And I was foolish to believe that we could be together
Even though there's a slight possibility
I don't wanna agonize thinking about you and me
CLOUD NINE
The feelings that I get when I come around you
I try to deny but it's written all over the sky
Cos when you come close and pull me to your body
I feel the love inside
Now wont you come close and pull me to your body
I'll be yours tonight
Everything feels right by your side
And I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
Every part of my body just gives out
Cos I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
You keep me on cloud nine
With time I realized how I felt about you
You took me by surprise with every day that passed by
This worlds grand and I'm glad I found someone like you
And I know I'd be lost if I didn't have you
Everything feels right by your side
And I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
Every part of my body just gives out
Cos I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
You keep me on cloud nine
NEVER HEAL
I came from the forest of despair
The burning ashes of your love keep a bind on me
I thought time would erase every memory
But I just don't heal
The seasons echoed by and to the gods I cried
Hoping that one day you'd come back to me
And you know that I'll always keep on waiting
Cos I'll never heal
I've been using since the day you left and cut me out of your world
Cos I still need you, I still need you
And the thought of sobering up and realizing that I've wasted my life
It just haunts me, you still haunt me today
I've been using since the day you left and cut me out of your world
Cos I still need you, I still need you
And the thought of sobering up and realizing that I've wasted my life
It just haunts me, you still haunt me today
WASTING AWAY
I Wish I could still look into your fervent eyes
And be reassured that our love won't evanescence in time
But lately I get the feeling that you've found someone new
Can't put myself to believe that he's better for you
Now that you've left me and ran to his arms
I feel the need to eat my gun
There's no place in this world if I don't have you here with me
I'm wasting I'm wasting away
Please tell me why why have you forsaken me
I'm not perfect but I kept on trying
And this blood clot in my brain blinds me from the pain
Of the day you crushed my heart in hopes of a brighter day
Please tell me why why have you forsaken me
I'm not perfect but I kept on trying
And this blood clot in my brain blinds me from the pain
Of the day you crushed my heart in hopes of a brighter day
SAVE ME
Alone through time and space I've traveled far and wide
With poison in my veins and a sea of bloodshot eyes
The years drifted by it was a blur every night
Drowning in regret wishing I could turn back time
But life is better when I'm wasted
Soaring high but still far from heaven
I'm so alive when I'm out there using
God deserted me got tired of screaming
To save me...to save me...to save me
I turned it all around built myself up from the ground
But I struggled to let go of the pipe and alcohol
Addiction kept a hold on my empty heart and soul
Yet my mind wants to believe that one day I'll be set free
But life is better when I'm wasted
Soaring high but still far from heaven
I'm so alive when I'm out there using
God deserted me got tired of screaming
To save me...to save me...to save me
AWAKENED
The midnight sun takes my breath away
With every step I take
I can see the sound rushing through the crowd
And I'm rising to another world
So just close your eyes and get lost in time
Your mind will give light to hidden world
So just close your eyes and go where you'd like
We're one tonight under the burning sky
Northern light paint the night I'm lost in a dream
Every fear slowly dissipates from my skin
Brainwaves keep racing flashing memories
My soul takes off I'm alive tonight
So just close your eyes and get lost in time
Your mind will give light to hidden world
So just close your eyes and go where you'd like
We're one tonight under the burning sky
So just close your eyes and get lost in time
Your mind will give light to hidden world
So just close your eyes and go where you'd like
We're one tonight under the burning sky
ENERGY
Close your eyes & lets run blind
Deep into the labyrinth of the mind
Just enjoy the trip forget what you know
And just remember love will guide you home
Ahead of our time to create this revolution
Which is needed in a world full of pollution
Brothers sisters children of the sky
Lets go on a trip become energy for the night
Picture the beating drum of endless metaphysical love
As it echoes through your melting body
Meditation unlocks spiritual activation
Let go of your fears desires and ego inclinations
We show you we guide you don't ever feel alone
Just open up your heart and the truth you will know
Brothers sisters children of the sky
Lets go on a trip become energy for the night
As we rest along the coast of endless stars
Not knowing how far we've traveled or who we are
Look down below into a world we left behind
Older, wiser and a fondness for human life
Fall with me down into the light we go
Till we meet again spread love to them all
Brothers sisters children of the sky
Lets go on a trip a trip called life
LOS SUEÑOS DIVINOS
Pasa el tiempo y siguen viviendo
Como sombras perdidas de un juego sin fin
Su destino esta escrito aman como dos niños
Que entrelazan asi a el infinito
La madre ocaso los guia al reino al fondo de los sueños
Las arenas del tiempo disuelven el puente de la conciencia humana
Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran
En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran
Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos
Puro y perfecto por eternidad
El universo es un misterio
Une dos almas para recordar
Que sigan buscando a esa esperanza perdida
Entre cuentos de hadas y chimeras
La madre ocaso los guia al reino al fondo de los sueños
Las arenas del tiempo disuelven el puente de la conciencia humana
Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran
En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran
Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos
Puro y perfecto por eternidad
La mente es tan poderosa
Manifesta y todo lo tendras
Los sueños son una historia
Sin principio o final
Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran
En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran
Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos
Puro y perfecto por eternidad
HOPE
There was a time when I would see the world
Through hardened eyes
Closed off and cold inside
In this world
But then you came into my life and opened
Up my heart that night
Filled me up with love
And hope
Worlds apart even though we were
Worlds apart
You came so far
To heal my soul
My anger burned inside from the snakes I trusted
That stabbed me from behind
Forgiveness was the key
You gave me
And when you came form the other side and opened
Up my heart that night
Filled me up with love
And hope
Worlds apart even though we were
Worlds apart
You came so far
To heal my soul
Worlds apart even though we were
Worlds apart
You came so far
To heal my soul
33
The devil came to me in a dream
On a white horse with dark energy
The night was right to hack this liquid dream
My eye was opened to all infinity
She fed the deepest parts of my core
Knew I was fucked up bitter and alone
To be loved is what we all want
So she promised me fame and endless fortune
I sold my soul for diamonds and reached notoriety
You can lie to yourself but we all love the money
Now that I'm absolved from it all it's easy to see
Nothing was ever worth the illusion that she sold me
FAME
The break of dawn cuts a wound
deep in my soul where only you have been
You were my all
my daily fix
I miss your smile your tender lips
I'd leave it all just to see you again
You kept me sane as I was gaining fame
But heaven wasn't made for me I fell along time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more
Life's a chance a wicked game
We sell our souls for a little fame
I see it now
Now that it's too late
And this is all we crave to make a name
But fucked up in the head when the spotlight ends
I wanna die young
In hopes to see you again
But heaven wasn't made for me I fell along time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more
But heaven wasn't made for me I fell along time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more
10:56
Just another day inside my head
Are these voices real or am I mentally insane
It seems I'm always hanging by a thread
I need that fire need that will to live
But this paranoia always gets the best of me
Feeding on the triggers that bring back old memories
My mind was torn up I didn't know myself back then
my dear old friend I miss you won't you talk to me again
There was a time when I tried to relate
Now I don't open up I push everyone away
The demon made his way inside again
Deep in my thoughts is where he wants to live
Sometimes I feel it's all just in my head
No one seems to understand you're delusional they said
But your voice feels so real so forever young we'll stay
And tonight at 10:56 I'll eat my gun and lie in a pool of blood
I rot with every single fucking day
If you saw the world through my eyes you'd understand my pain
Soaked up in devils love but still alone
A lost soul who can't feel no more
No matter what I do these thoughts stay drilled inside
I wish I didn't bleed to know it was all a dream
The thrill of living's gone I guess I'll end it now
I pray one day it'll change but the demon always wins in the end
CRAVE YOU
I stayed away from your path
Cos this love was never meant to last
And I needed to believe
That I was sane and one day I'd be set free
You kept me high through all my lows
I never knew how far we'd go
I loved that fake poise you sold me
That drowned my insecurities
In the deep of the night I
Remember what I had
But now I lost it all
chasing you
In the deep of the night I
Wish I could go back
When life was simple
But I still crave you
The things we did I don't regret
I fell for you after just one kiss
A fatal attraction with nothing left
But a broken mind faded in time that can't forget
You kept me high through all my lows
I never knew how far we'd go
I loved that fake poise you sold me
That drowned my insecurities
In the deep of the night I
Remember what I had
But now I lost it all
chasing you
In the deep of the night I
Wish I could go back
When life was simple
But I still crave you
Will I ever break free and stay sober
You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher
Will I ever break free and stay sober
You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher
In the deep of the night I
Remember what I had
But now I lost it all
chasing you
In the deep of the night I
Wish I could go back
When life was simple
But I still crave you
Will I ever break free and stay sober
You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher
Will I ever break free and stay sober
You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher
DUALITY
Tommy loves his little brown bag
That gets him through the day The one with liquid poison
That makes everything okay It puts a smile on his face
And it numbs all his pain It's his one true friend
So maleficent
Now let me introduce you
To his lover she's fire She never gets jealous
She'll join with desire She puts a spell on the men
Women love her too She reels them in
Then the fun begins
The war rumbles like thunder
So strong in his mind
Angels and Demons each
Fight for their side
By sunrise he's clean but
Twilight keeps him high
It never ends
The voices in his head
FUCK THEM ALL
Have you heard the whispering
In your ear in your dreams
They speak in tongues and when they're done
It's never clear what you hear
So fuck them all fuck them all
No I wont let them win
Fuck them all fuck them all
No I wont let you win
And you'll probably think this song is about you Cos you're so fucking vain narcissistic and insane You tried to scheme and plot my downfall While I was away couldn’t defend my name
And you'll probably think this song is about you Cos you’re so fucking praised bottom feeding jealous snake Couldn’t stand that you were rejected Like a punch in the gut cos you’ve had that much
Have you heard the whispering In your ear in your dreams They speak in tongues And when they're done It's never clear What you hear
So fuck them all Fuck them all No I won't let them win Fuck them all Fuck them all No I won't let you win
And you'll probably think this song is about you Cos you’re so fucking kind biggest actor in my eyes You tried to plant seeds with conviction While I was away couldn’t defend my name
And you'll probably think this song is about you Cos you’re so fucking lame two faced fake with no brain You tried to bury me with bullshit Remember what you did? such a hypocrite
You’re dancing with fire Careful before you get burned Stop speaking those curses Or you’re gonna get burned
Have you heard the whispering In your ear in your dreams They speak in tongues And when they're done It's never clear What you hear
So fuck them all Fuck them all No I won't let them win Fuck them all Fuck them all No I won't let you win
OPEN FOR LOVE
I'm older now wondering what the hell my life has been
Picked myself up more times than I can count
I learned how to love myself I'm not jaded anymore
But I'm still waking up with nobody to hold
If I could cast a spell to bring you one step closer to me
I'd use alchemy to paint a road for you to me
The stars will align I just have to believe
That you're out there somewhere wishing for the same exact thing
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I know that I've met you in a distant life
But the hourglass moves slower for us in this timeline
Till then I'll just keep picturing you in my mind
That way somehow the universe can help me find
A trace of your energy underneath the signs
Left across the oceans and the desert skies
You're close I can feel you I just have to believe
That you're out there somewhere wishing for the same exact thing
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
The sun fell for the moon
and their love gave life for you and I to discover
And I can't wait for the day when I look in your eyes
