The time that we shared were the best days of my life
But you had other plans and so you pushed me aside
The harsh reality sinks in
And I was foolish to believe that we could be together
Even though there's a slight possibility
I don't wanna agonize thinking about you and me
I fell apart on the day that you walked away
And I really tried to forget the pain
I know I'll regret that second chance I had
To hold you in my arms again...again
But the time that we shared were the best days of my life
But you had other plans and so you pushed me aside
And I really need you now
The harsh reality sinks in
And I was foolish to believe that we could be together
Even though there's a slight possibility
I don't wanna agonize thinking about you and me
CLOUD NINE
The feelings that I get when I come around you
I try to deny but it's written all over the sky
Cos when you come close and pull me to your body
I feel the love inside
Now wont you come close and pull me to your body
I'll be yours tonight
Everything feels right by your side
And I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
Every part of my body just gives out
Cos I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
You keep me on cloud nine
With time I realized how I felt about you
You took me by surprise with every day that passed by
This worlds grand and I'm glad I found someone like you
And I know I'd be lost if I didn't have you
Everything feels right by your side
And I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
Every part of my body just gives out
Cos I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love
You keep me on cloud nine
NEVER HEAL
I came from the forest of despair
The burning ashes of your love keep a bind on me
I thought time would erase every memory
But I just don't heal
The seasons echoed by and to the gods I cried
Hoping that one day you'd come back to me
And you know that I'll always keep on waiting
Cos I'll never heal
I've been using since the day you left and cut me out of your world
Cos I still need you, I still need you
And the thought of sobering up and realizing that I've wasted my life
It just haunts me, you still haunt me today
I've been using since the day you left and cut me out of your world
Cos I still need you, I still need you
And the thought of sobering up and realizing that I've wasted my life
It just haunts me, you still haunt me today
WASTING AWAY
I Wish I could still look into your fervent eyes
And be reassured that our love won't evanesce in time
But lately I get the feeling that you've found someone new
Can't put myself to believe that he's better for you
Now that you've left me and ran to his arms
I feel the need to eat my gun
There's no place in this world if I don't have you here with me
I'm wasting I'm wasting away
Please tell me why why have you forsaken me
I'm not perfect but I kept on trying
And this blood clot in my brain blinds me from the pain
Of the day you crushed my heart in hopes of a brighter day
Please tell me why why have you forsaken me
I'm not perfect but I kept on trying
And this blood clot in my brain blinds me from the pain
Of the day you crushed my heart in hopes of a brighter day
SAVE ME
Alone through time and space I've traveled far and wide
With poison in my veins and a sea of bloodshot eyes
The years drifted by it was a blur every night
Drowning in regret wishing I could turn back time
But life is better when I'm wasted
Soaring high but still far from heaven
I'm so alive when I'm out there using
God deserted me got tired of screaming
To save me...to save me...to save me
I turned it all around built myself up from the ground
But I struggled to let go of the pipe and alcohol
Addiction kept a hold on my empty heart and soul
Yet my mind wants to believe that one day I'll be set free
But life is better when I'm wasted
Soaring high but still far from heaven
I'm so alive when I'm out there using
God deserted me got tired of screaming
To save me...to save me...to save me
AWAKENED
The midnight sun takes my breath away
With every step I take
I can see the sound rushing through the crowd
And I'm rising to another world
So just close your eyes and get lost in time
Your mind will give light to a hidden world
So just close your eyes and go where you'd like
We're one tonight under the burning sky
Northern light paint the night I'm lost in a dream
Every fear slowly dissipates from my skin
Brainwaves keep racing flashing memories
My soul takes off I'm alive tonight
So just close your eyes and get lost in time
Your mind will give light to a hidden world
So just close your eyes and go where you'd like
We're one tonight under the burning sky
So just close your eyes and get lost in time
Your mind will give light to a hidden world
So just close your eyes and go where you'd like
We're one tonight under the burning sky
ENERGY
Close your eyes AND lets run blind
Deep into the labyrinth of the mind
Just enjoy the trip forget what you know
And just remember love will guide you home
Ahead of our time to create this revolution
Which is needed in a world full of pollution
Brothers sisters children of the sky
Lets go on a trip become energy for the night
Picture the beating drum of endless metaphysical love
As it echoes through your melting body
Meditation unlocks spiritual activation
Let go of your fears desires and ego inclinations
We show you we guide you don't ever feel alone
Just open up your heart and the truth you will know
Brothers sisters children of the sky
Lets go on a trip become energy for the night
As we rest along the coast of endless stars
Not knowing how far we've traveled or who we are
Look down below into a world we left behind
Older, wiser and a fondness for human life
Fall with me down into the light we go
Till we meet again spread love to them all
Brothers sisters children of the sky
Lets go on a trip a trip called life
LOS SUEÑOS DIVINOS
Pasa el tiempo y siguen viviendo
Como sombras perdidas de un juego sin fin
Su destino esta escrito aman como dos niños
Que entrelazan asi a el infinito
La madre ocaso los guia al reino al fondo de los sueños
Las arenas del tiempo disuelven el puente de la conciencia humana
Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran
En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran
Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos
Puro y perfecto por eternidad
El universo es un misterio
Une dos almas para recordar
Que sigan buscando a esa esperanza perdida
Entre cuentos de hadas y chimeras
La madre ocaso los guia al reino al fondo de los sueños
Las arenas del tiempo disuelven el puente de la conciencia humana
Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran
En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran
Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos
Puro y perfecto por eternidad
La mente es tan poderosa
Manifesta y todo lo tendras
Los sueños son una historia
Sin principio o final
Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran
En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran
Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos
Puro y perfecto por eternidad
HOPE
There was a time when I would see the world
Through hardened eyes
Closed off and cold inside
In this world
But then you came into my life and opened
Up my heart that night
Filled me up with love
And hope
Worlds apart even though we were
Worlds apart
You came so far
To heal my soul
My anger burned inside from the snakes I trusted
That stabbed me from behind
Forgiveness was the key
You gave me
And when you came from the other side and opened
Up my heart that night
Filled me up with love
And hope
Worlds apart even though we were
Worlds apart
You came so far
To heal my soul
Worlds apart even though we were
Worlds apart
You came so far
To heal my soul
33
The devil came to me in a dream
On a white horse with dark energy
The night was right to hack this liquid dream
My eye was opened to all infinity
She fed the deepest parts of my core
Knew I was fucked up bitter and alone
To be loved is what we all want
So she promised me fame and endless fortune
I sold my soul for diamonds and reached notoriety
You can lie to yourself but we all love the money
Now that I'm absolved from it all it's easy to see
Nothing was ever worth the illusion that she sold me
FAME
The break of dawn cuts a wound
deep in my soul where only you have been
You were my all
my daily fix
I miss your smile your tender lips
I'd leave it all just to see you again
You kept me sane as I was gaining fame
But heaven wasn't made for me I fell a long time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more
Life's a chance a wicked game
We sell our souls for a little fame
I see it now
Now that it's too late
And this is all we crave to make a name
But fucked up in the head when the spotlight ends
I wanna die young
In hopes to see you again
But heaven wasn't made for me I fell a long time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more
But heaven wasn't made for me I fell a long time ago
Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all
Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold
To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more
10:56
Just another day inside my head
Are these voices real or am I mentally insane
It seems I'm always hanging by a thread
I need that fire need that will to live
But this paranoia always gets the best of me
Feeding on the triggers that bring back old memories
My mind was torn up I didn't know myself back then
my dear old friend I miss you won't you talk to me again
There was a time when I tried to relate
Now I don't open up I push everyone away
The demon made his way inside again
Deep in my thoughts is where he wants to live
Sometimes I feel it's all just in my head
No one seems to understand you're delusional they said
But your voice feels so real so forever young we'll stay
And tonight at 10:56 I'll eat my gun and lie in a pool of blood
I rot with every single fucking day
If you saw the world through my eyes you'd understand my pain
Soaked up in devils love but still alone
A lost soul who can't feel no more
No matter what I do these thoughts stay drilled inside
I wish I didn't bleed to know it was all a dream
The thrill of living's gone I guess I'll join you now
I pray one day it'll change but the demon always wins in the end
CRAVE YOU
I stayed away from your path
Cos this love was never meant to last
And I needed to believe
That I was sane and one day I'd be set free
You kept me high through all my lows
I never knew how far we'd go
I loved that fake poise you sold me
That drowned my insecurities
In the deep of the night I
Remember what I had
But now I lost it all
chasing you
In the deep of the night I
Wish I could go back
When life was simple
But I still crave you
The things we did I don't regret
I fell for you after just one kiss
A fatal attraction with nothing left
But a broken mind faded in time that can't forget
You kept me high through all my lows
I never knew how far we'd go
I loved that fake poise you sold me
That drowned my insecurities
In the deep of the night I
Remember what I had
But now I lost it all
chasing you
In the deep of the night I
Wish I could go back
When life was simple
But I still crave you
Will I ever break free and stay sober
You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher
Will I ever break free and stay sober
You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher
In the deep of the night I
Remember what I had
But now I lost it all
chasing you
In the deep of the night I
Wish I could go back
When life was simple
But I still crave you
Will I ever break free and stay sober
You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher
Will I ever break free and stay sober
You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher
DUALITY
Tommy loves his little brown bag
That gets him through the day The one with liquid poison
That makes everything okay It puts a smile on his face
And it numbs all his pain It's his one true friend
So maleficent
Now let me introduce you
To his lover she's fire She never gets jealous
She'll join with desire She puts a spell on the men
Women love her too She reels them in
Then the fun begins
The war rumbles like thunder
So strong in his mind
Angels and Demons each
Fight for their side
By sunrise he's clean but
Twilight keeps him high
It never ends
The voices in his head
FUCK THEM ALL
Have you heard the whispering
In your ear in your dreams
They speak in tongues and when they're done
It's never clear what you hear
So fuck them all fuck them all
No I wont let them win
Fuck them all fuck them all
No I wont let you win
And you'll probably think this song is about you Cos you're so fucking vain narcissistic and insane You tried to scheme and plot my downfall While I was away couldn’t defend my name
And you'll probably think this song is about you Cos you’re so fucking praised bottom feeding jealous snake Couldn’t stand that you were rejected Like a punch in the gut cos you’ve had that much
Have you heard the whispering In your ear in your dreams They speak in tongues And when they're done It's never clear What you hear
So fuck them all Fuck them all No I won't let them win Fuck them all Fuck them all No I won't let you win
And you'll probably think this song is about you Cos you’re so fucking kind biggest actor in my eyes You tried to plant seeds with conviction While I was away couldn’t defend my name
And you'll probably think this song is about you Cos you’re so fucking lame two faced fake with no brain You tried to bury me with bullshit Remember what you did? such a hypocrite
You’re dancing with fire Careful before you get burned Stop speaking those curses Or you’re gonna get burned
Have you heard the whispering In your ear in your dreams They speak in tongues And when they're done It's never clear What you hear
So fuck them all Fuck them all No I won't let them win Fuck them all Fuck them all No I won't let you win
OPEN FOR LOVE
I'm older now wondering what the hell my life has been
Picked myself up more times than I can count
I learned how to love myself I'm not jaded anymore
But I'm still waking up with nobody to hold
If I could cast a spell to bring you one step closer to me
I'd use alchemy to paint a road for you to me
The stars will align I just have to believe
That you're out there somewhere wishing for the same exact thing
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I know that I've met you in a distant life
But the hourglass moves slower for us in this timeline
Till then I'll just keep picturing you in my mind
That way somehow the universe can help me find
A trace of your energy underneath the signs
Left across the oceans and the desert skies
You're close I can feel you I just have to believe
That you're out there somewhere wishing for the same exact thing
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
The sun fell for the moon
and their love gave life for you and I to discover
And I can't wait for the day when I look in your eyes
And in a flash I remember so
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
I'll keep my eyes wide open out for love
In the endless sea of possibilities
SICK
Sick of all these people talking
Assuming what I do
Sick of all these people watching
Or am I just confused
Now I see years of scheming
Dirty looks when they look at me
Always a tall tale to tell
Cos in their story the villain is me
And I'll never stop living I wont
I'm damned if I do damned if I don't
A psychopath plots and schemes yes this I know
Am I really the villain is it really me
Sick of all these fake exchanges
When they come around
Sick of all these accusations
Dripping from their mouth
Envy filled their blood you see
Long before I entered the scene
Still you'll never believe me
Cos in their story the villain is me
And I'll never stop living I wont
I'm damned if I do damned if I don't
A psychopath plots and schemes yes this I know
Am I really the villain is it really me
And I'll never stop living I wont
I'm damned if I do damned if I don't
A psychopath plots and schemes yes this I know
Am I really the villain is it really me
Rumors spread like venom all through the night
In good old California and some even worldwide
With times passage your motive grew clear
You needed that venom oh so very near
But I'll never stop living I wont
I'm damned if I do damned if I don't
A psychopath plots and schemes yes this I know
Am I really the villain is it really me
And I'll never stop living I wont
I'm damned if I do damned if I don't
A psychopath plots and schemes yes this I know
Am I really the villain is it really me
SOULS REFLECTION
In the haze of a dimming sky
I sought truths where shadows lie
Through the mist of a thousand dreams
You appeared or so it seemed
For I'm in love with your soul
The mirror of mine the half that makes me whole
You're all I need to believe
In a world where love can set us free
Lost in a world of shades of gray
You showed me colors a brighter way
In your eyes I found my truth
A reflecion of eternal youth
For I'm in love with your soul
The mirror of mine the half that makes me whole
You're all I need to believe
In a world where love can set us free
In a dance of fate we found our song
Two souls entwined forever strong
In your arms I found my home
In your heart I'm never alone
For I'm in love with your soul
The mirror of mine the half that makes me whole
You're all I need to believe
In a world where love can set us free
GORGON
We helped you one too many times
And still you pierced your venom through
Some time passed by and you swung by
With slander dipped in Vodoo
But know that with your tongue
You said what I already knew
I blamed a friend because I thought
It was them and not you
But the devil was closer than I ever knew
And even with the knowledge of Solomon I couldn't see the truth
I was charmed by the illusion of a sugar filled snake
Who rose up the dead to try and change our fate
People hate for what you have or don’t have
Yet some take it further speak your name in the craft
But God will send angels so you know in advance
And in her eyes I knew what that gypsy meant
You’re noble & kind her voice softly spoke
But some close to you are envious of your throne
Their words are so smooth, libascious & sweet
But not once have you trusted the venom they speak
But the devil was closer than I ever knew
And even with the knowledge of Solomon I couldn't see the truth
I was charmed by the illusion of a sugar filled snake
Who rose up the dead to try and change our fate
STAY AWAY
There's a storm coming tonight And it'll bring back the hate that I carried inside My body's on fire burning through the night
Yet my mind is broken You left me in a world of broken dreams Elation was only temporary
But you'll never know the scars I hide
Truth is I'm hurting
Ran through the acid rain just to get inside your mind
But you ripped my heart out and burned me alive
Still you drew me back every fucking time
But not tonight...not tonight
Stay away don't ever come back It's a never ending game with you Stay away don't ever come back Just run from love that's all you do
Fallen angels guide me to the light Resurrecting thoughts that should've died All I think about when the darkness falls
Is you and I
You fucked with my self esteem
And you'll always be dead to me
after that day when my soul was betrayed
I'm not the same
Ran through the acid rain just to get inside your mind
But you ripped my heart out and burned me alive
Still you drew me back every fucking time
But not tonight...not tonight
Stay away don't ever come back It's a never ending game with you Stay away don't ever come back Just run from love that's all you do
You were my lovesick drug
I felt stupid and dumb but now I'm better yeah I'm better
Was it even love
Cos the pain was rough but now I'm better yeah I'm better
Stay away don't ever come back It's a never ending game with you Stay away don't ever come back Just run from love that's all you do
Stay away don't ever come back It's a never ending game with you Stay away don't ever come back Just run from love that's all you do
ARCADIA
You fell out of the sky half a world away Like a shooting star that slowly dissipates
And this bright light inside my minds eye calls out your name
Could it be that I'm dreaming
Time is nothing but a faded illusion
You and I have shared a million lives
And when our lips meet feels like a rush of electricity
Could it be that I'm dreaming
There's a prism of colors
That we could discover
If you stay with me
Forever
Lets just sail far away
To Arcadia And never look back
No no we'll never look back Lets just sail far away
To Arcadia And never look back
No no we'll never look back
I was in the dark couldn't find my way But you opened up my eyes and made me believe again And I can't explain how your smile resonates from a familiar place
Could it be that I'm dreaming
You're my muse the one I've been searching for
Your deep brown eyes chill me to the core
Lock away the key and lets stay here only you and me
Could it be that I'm dreaming
There's a prism of colors
That we could discover
If you stay with me
Forever
Lets just sail far away
To Arcadia And never look back
No no we'll never look back Lets just sail far away
To Arcadia And never look back
No no we'll never look back
Lets just sail far away
To Arcadia And never look back
No no we'll never look back Lets just sail far away
To Arcadia And never look back
No no we'll never look back
HYPOCRITE
You always played the victim but we know you're a wicked act
You said I was the evil one but we know that's not a fact
You run around preaching in these streets still no judgment from me
One day you'll find your peace for the dirt you threw on me
True loyalty comes far and few
And with every dagger in my back I can show you that it's true
You're a hypocrite, hypocrite now you've heard it from me
So keep your two faced energy far away from me
You were foolish to sell your soul to try and tear me down
You're an evil wicked snake wear that demonic crown proud
You gave me that Judas kiss still no judgment from me
One day you'll find your peace for the dirt you threw on me
True loyalty comes far and few
And with every dagger in my back I can show you that it's true
You're a hypocrite, hypocrite now you've heard it from me
So keep your two faced energy far away from me
To all my people who've been wrongfully stoned
Follow me into the eden and let that anger dissolve
People will come and people will go
But the ones who have your back without a dagger
Are worth more that gold
Are worth more that gold
True loyalty comes far and few
And with every dagger in my back I can show you that it's true
You're a hypocrite, hypocrite now you've heard it from me
So keep your two faced energy far away from me
MIDNIGHT MIRAGE
Woke up in a memory DEJA vu in neon light Drifting past the echoes of a dream I lost last night Your voice plays on the radio distant but so clear Like a ghost behind the static whispering you're near
Slipping like the waves against the sand Falling through the cracks of time again Lost in echoes lost in time You’re still here but not really mine
You’re a midnight mirage fading in electric blue I reach out but I always lose you In the static in the glow just a silhouette I used to know Are you real or just the past replaying slow
Cigarette haze and silver skies headlights paint the night I see your face in windowpanes but it flickers out of sight Chasing time down corridors that twist and fade away Every road leads back to you but the past won’t let me stay
Slipping like the waves against the sand Falling through the cracks of time again Lost in echoes lost in time You’re still here but not really mine
You’re a midnight mirage fading in electric blue I reach out but I always lose you In the static, in the glow just a silhouette I used to know Are you real or just the past replaying slow
Frequencies collapsing signals lost in time Fading like a dream I swore was once mine Stuck inside the static drifting through the past Tell me now… were we built to last
You’re a midnight mirage fading in electric blue I reach out but I always lose you In the static, in the glow just a silhouette I used to know Are you real or just the past replaying slow
ELECTRIC RUSH
City lights flicker neon glow Feet on the pavement I’m ready to go Bassline’s kickin I feel the spark Lost in the rhythm lost in the dark
Took a wrong turn but it led me right Found my way in the heat of the night No more waiting no rewind Just the groove and borrowed time
Let it move let it breathe Feel it running underneath No regrets no looking back We’re too deep in the track
Oh it’s an electric rush Running like fire through my veins Oh I can’t get enough Dancing through the pouring rain
Heartbeat syncs with the melody Lost in the sound but I feel so free No destination no goodbyes Just the rhythm keeping time
Step by step I let go Riding the current riding the flow No hesitation no disguise Just the night and open skies
Let it move let it breathe Feel it running underneath No regrets no looking back We’re too deep in the track
Oh it’s an electric rush Running like fire through my veins Oh I can’t get enough Dancing through the pouring rain
Oh it’s an electric rush Running like fire through my veins Oh I can’t get enough Dancing through the pouring rain
Let the bassline take control Lose yourself but find your soul One more night one more chance Lose the fear just let it dance
Oh it’s an electric rush Running like fire through my veins Oh I can’t get enough Dancing through the pouring rain
Oh it’s an electric rush Running like fire through my veins Oh I can’t get enough Dancing through the pouring rain
YOUNG LOVE
We were so young and full of fire Running wild through a dream-lit sky Every moment with you felt higher Like the first rush of a perfect high
Now all I have are faded snapshots Burned into my tangled mind Like everything it fades with time Till there's nothing left behind
Young love is a rush Like a needle in a vein and you just want more But when it’s over Feels like a thousand daggers cutting to the core I fell for that spell
Drank it down till there was no more
But it was worth it
Cause that heartbreak made me grow
The midnight talks by your side Took me far beyond this place I imagined us at eighty five Still lost in love’s embrace
But I didn’t know back then That first love always burns the strongest Now I’m left here just like Icarus Crumbling in the dawn
Young love is a rush Like a needle in a vein and you just want more But when it’s over Feels like a thousand daggers cutting to the core I fell for that spell
Drank it down till there was no more
But it was worth it
Cause that heartbreak made me grow
3 A.M. and you’re still in my head Not a day goes by that I don’t see your face All it took was one taste of your love To make me crave what I can’t replace
Young love is a rush Like a needle in a vein and you just want more But when it’s over Feels like a thousand daggers cutting to the core I fell for that spell
Drank it down till there was no more
But it was worth it
Cause that heartbreak made me grow
SUMMER DAYS
Cigarette smoke drifts in the twilight air The ocean’s edge feels like it’s calling me there Tangerine skies burn with faded glory I’m a broken man chasing a brand new story
Footsteps echo on these empty streets The summer wind whispers secrets to keep With whiskey in hand and a heart on fire I’m learning to love as the flames climb higher
Ooh summer days are coming And I’m learning to love again Through the haze the shadows are running Fading fast with the evening wind Ooh summer days feel golden And the scars start to heal like art In the glow of dreams unspoken I’m mending this fragile heart
The jukebox hums in the corner bar A stranger’s smile feels like a shooting star Memories fall like rain on the pavement But I’m moving on shedding my resentment
The headlights glow as the city fades A quiet road where my soul is remade I’m tracing the lines of a brand new face Finding my freedom in this sacred space
Ooh summer days are coming And I’m learning to love again Through the haze the shadows are running Fading fast with the evening wind Ooh summer days feel golden And the scars start to heal like art In the glow of dreams unspoken I’m mending this fragile heart
There’s a warmth in the air a taste of release A promise of hope a quiet peace With every sunset I feel the change The weight of the past feels so far away
Ooh summer days are coming And I’m learning to love again Through the haze the shadows are running Fading fast with the evening wind Ooh summer days feel golden And the scars start to heal like art In the glow of dreams unspoken I’m mending this fragile heart
CARVED IN SILENCE
I've been closed off and guarded coming up on six years
Never saw the hate train coming until it was near
Now you can say I play victim I just needed some space
From this towns joke of burning me at the stake
Some say I'm a monster some say I'm a wolf
Played me for weak like a sheep in their cult
My pen is my weapon I'll never hold back
From what's on my mind take it however you want
I need to break away before I turn to stone Before the years erase the soul I own Let the fire rise let the shadows crawl I was never theirs I survived it all
So fast they forgot all the good things I did
One simple mistake fifteen years down the drain
Ghosted some family and most of my friends
It's taken a while to really get over it
I know I'll bounce back one day at a time
Character assassination was the unspoken crime
My pen is my weapon I'll never hold back
From what's on my mind take it however you want
I need to break away before I turn to stone Before the years erase the soul I own Let the fire rise let the shadows crawl I was never theirs I survived it all
Eighty seven bullets pierced through my mind
Worse than Charles Manson can I get a lifeline
I never start it although that what they say
I know that I'll make it I stay strong in my faith
Gaslighted by all takes a toll on your head
I tried to end it all when the veil was thin
My pen is my weapon I'll never hold back
From what's on my mind take it however you want
I need to break away before I turn to stone Before the years erase the soul I own Let the fire rise let the shadows crawl I was never theirs I survived it all
CRIMSON VEIL
Velvet skies and blood red light You appeared like a ghost in the night Whispers curl around your name Like a curse I can’t escape Fingertips like winter's breath Pull me close to the edge of death But I want it every bite You're the thrill that haunts my nights
You speak in shadows I lose control You drain my heart but make me whole
Under your crimson veil I give in I inhale Every kiss a silent scream You're the fever in my dream Bound by your silent charm Wrapped in your blood warm arms You're the fire I'm the flame We’re the hunger we can't tame
Moonlight dancing on your skin Like sin disguised as something thin Eyes like daggers lips like wine You blur the edges of my mind Pull me through the silver rain Where love and death feel just the same You don’t lie you don’t pretend You’re the ache that never ends
Your touch is ice your breath is flame I forget my fucking goddamn name
Under your crimson veil I give in I inhale Every kiss a silent scream You're the fever in my dream Bound by your silent charm Wrapped in your blood warm arms You're the fire I'm the flame We’re the hunger we can't tame
No reflection no regret You're a shadow I can't forget Time decays but you remain Sweet eternal dark domain
Under your crimson veil I give in I inhale Every kiss a silent scream You're the fever in my dream Bound by your silent charm Wrapped in your blood warm arms You're the fire I'm the flame We’re the hunger we can't tame
MURDER ON THE DANCEFLOOR
One drop and the rhythm turns red
Dancing close with the living dead
Neon flickers the silence breaks
Another soul that the darkness takes
Footsteps vanish in the heat
Bodies swaying to the beat
No one sees but all can feel
A hidden truth the lights conceal
Moves like fire smooth and slow
Something wicked starts to grow
Better pray you don’t get caught
In this web where lives are bought
Deadly rhythm danger's call
Lose yourself you lose it all
Velvet smoke and blood red light
Whispers echo through the night
Pulls you closer takes control
Drowns the fear devours the soul
On the floor where shadows crawl
One by one we start to fall
Heartbeat syncs to a deadly sound
Spinning fast till you hit the ground
Eyes like glass a frozen stare
But no one’s really ever there
Tempting fate with every sway
As illusions drift away
Laughter cracks beneath the bass
Every smile hides a trace
Can’t resist the velvet sting
Of a song that makes you cling
Feel the pull the silent scream
As you drown inside the dream
Deadly rhythm danger's call
Lose yourself you lose it all
Velvet smoke and blood red light
Whispers echo through the night
Pulls you closer takes control
Drowns the fear devours the soul
On the floor where shadows crawl
One by one we start to fall
No escape no turning back
Flickers dim on a faded track
Stolen names beneath the glow
Where the haunted dare to go
Lies like lace a silk disguise
Truth is buried in their eyes
Kisses cold and promises fake
This is the last dance you’ll take
Deadly rhythm danger's call
Lose yourself you lose it all
Velvet smoke and blood red light
Whispers echo through the night
Pulls you closer takes control
Drowns the fear devours the soul
On the floor where shadows crawl
One by one we start to fall
FADING SIGNALS
Streetlights flicker in the pouring rain Reflections bend across the glass Your voice lingers on the radio waves A frequency lost in the past I reach for something I can’t hold The static hums the air turns cold Your shadow fades like distant sound A signal lost never found
Are you real or just a dream Drifting through the in between Fading signals empty lines Calling out but there’s no time Are you real or just a ghost Disappearing when I get too close Fading signals breaking through But I still keep searching for you
City moves in slow motion frames Neon glows but it feels the same I hear your words in echoes late at night A message sent but never right I reach for something I can’t hold The static hums the air turns cold Your shadow fades like distant sound A signal lost never found
Are you real or just a dream Drifting through the in between Fading signals empty lines Calling out but there’s no time Are you real or just a ghost Disappearing when I get too close Fading signals breaking through But I still keep searching for you
Glitching stars and memories blur Your name dissolves into the air I chase the sound but it’s too late A love that slipped into the waves
Are you real or just a dream Drifting through the in between Fading signals empty lines Calling out but there’s no time Are you real or just a ghost Disappearing when I get too close Fading signals breaking through But I still keep searching for you
NEON ECHOES
Drifting down these empty streets neon signs reflect the past Flickering memories how long can echoes last Your voice drifts through static skies fading with the haze I reach for something solid but time just slips away
Headlights cut through the midnight air
Fading silhouettes but you're not there Every signal whispers your name Am I chasing ghosts or am I to blame
Neon echoes calling from another time Falling faster lost between the city lights Ultraviolet dreams pulling me back to you But all I have are echoes neon echoes
City fades like memories I can't unwind You're just a glitch repeating deep inside my mind The skyline flickers like a code I could never translate But I keep driving forward though it’s far too late
Headlights cut through the midnight air Fading silhouettes but you're not there Every signal whispers your name Am I chasing ghosts or am I to blame
Neon echoes calling from another time Falling faster lost between the city lights Ultraviolet dreams pulling me back to you But all I have are echoes neon echoes
If time could rewind
Would you still be mine
Or are we just echoes
Fading into the night
Neon echoes calling from another time Falling faster lost between the city lights Ultraviolet dreams pulling me back to you But all I have are echoes neon echoes
GALACTIC FIRE
Golden lights dripping down the sky
Shadows dance where the colors collide
Velvet nights with a cosmic sway
Every heartbeat pulls me away
We're spinning in motion a fever divine
Bodies electric crossing the line
Lost in reflections neon and chrome
Everywhere feels like a kingdom we own
Funk on the skyline taking us higher
Rhythm is burning set me on fire
Move in the starlight don't let it fade
We're electric electric the groove we made
We're burning bright all through the night
This funky love just feels so right
The stars ignite we take our flight
We'll ride the groove until daylight
Silver waves crash into my mind
Floating free on the pulse of time
Every note is a satellite glow
Falling deeper I can't let go
We're spinning in motion a fever divine
Bodies electric crossing the line
Lost in reflections neon and chrome
Everywhere feels like a kingdom we OWN
Funk on the skyline taking us higher
Rhythm is burning set me on fire
Move in the starlight don't let it fade
We're electric electric the groove we made
We're burning bright all through the night
This funky love just feels so right
The stars ignite we take our flight
We'll ride the groove until daylight
Gravity can't hold me down tonight
Solar flare running through my veins of light
All I see is you in technicolor skies
Funk forever we'll never say goodbye
Funk on the skyline taking us higher
Rhythm is burning set me on fire
Move in the starlight don't let it fade
We're electric electric the groove we made
Funk on the skyline taking us higher
Rhythm is burning set me on fire
Move in the starlight don't let it fade
We're electric electric the groove we made
ELECTRIC FEVER
Hey I saw you from across the room and I was like wait A ghost in the neon a glitch in my fate Flickering slow like a memory misplaced But something about you I just can’t erase Silver reflections dance over your face Like echoes of love in a past life embrace I reach for your shadow but it fades into blue Are you even real or just déjà vu
And I can feel the static in the air
Your eyes pull me close unaware Lost inside the colors of your stare Take me back take me anywhere
Electric fever whispering your name Drowning in the moment nothing feels the same Glowing like a memory in ultraviolet hues Dancing through the echoes of the night with you
The city keeps moving but time freezes when I’m with you still Trapped in the loop of a fever dream thrill Midnight confessions in the flickering light Two lost souls searching trying to rewrite The past that keeps pulling the ghosts we deny Radio waves whisper names in the sky I chase your reflection through cinematic scenes But every illusion is torn at the seams
And I can feel the static in the air
Your eyes pull me close unaware Lost inside the colors of your stare Take me back take me anywhere
Electric fever whispering your name Drowning in the moment nothing feels the same Glowing like a memory in ultraviolet hues Dancing through the echoes of the night with you
Spin me like a record never press rewind
Caught Inside this dream frozen in time
Say you'll stay with me don't let this fade
Let the synths keep playing as we drift away
Electric fever whispering your name Drowning in the moment nothing feels the same Glowing like a memory in ultraviolet hues Dancing through the echoes of the night with you
Hey I saw you from across the room and I was like wait Was this real or just a twist in my fate Neon reflections are all that remain Lost in the city but still calling your name
FOREVER
I wanna take the time to let you know
I wrote this letter cos being near you was harder
I cherished the moments that we shared
But I could count them in one hand
Time after time our paths seemed to collide
And my heart filled with hope again
You always wondered what it was you did to me
Truth was I was sick in the head for you
I loved you I held you
But now I have to let you go
Forever
I loved you I held you
But now I have to let you go
Forever
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
Years in the asylum of my mind
Left there to wonder with no key to leave
It’s not your fault and both of us know why
Cos I never confessed my love to you
Till this day I just can’t seem to understand
Why I fell so hard after knowing you
Maybe it was something metaphysical
Cos our connection was surely something spiritual
I loved you I held you
But now I have to let you go
Forever
I loved you I held you
But now I have to let you go
Forever
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
Slow dancing till the morning light
Heart and mind as one
Electric sky filled up the night
I’ll treasure that moment forever…forever
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
You’ll stay in my heart until the end of time
THROUGH THE LIGHT
I hear the silence it cuts so deep
The world is turning while I can't sleep
A thousand memories fall through the sky
I reach for meaning but it drifts on by
I've been chasing shadows
Running through the night
Searching for a moment
To make the darkness right
Take me higher through the light
Break these walls and fade the night
Every moment I come alive
Lift me up I will survive
The city's breathing a quiet flame
Every heartbeat calls your name
Lost illusions but I still believe
The dawn is closer than it seems
I've been chasing shadows
Running through the night
Searching for a moment
To make the darkness right
Take me higher through the light
Break these walls and fade the night
Every moment I come alive
Lift me up I will survive
Through the silence
Through the fire
I find my way
Beyond desire
Take me higher through the light
Break these walls and fade the night
Every moment I come alive
Lift me up I will survive
SAVE ME IN THE SOUND
Drifting through the endless night Shadows move in waves of light Every heartbeat pulls me near To a place that feels so clear
I surrender let it flow Take me where I need to go
Save me in the sound I’m falling Echoes all around I’m calling Lost inside the fire it’s all I know Take me deeper never let me go
Whispers in the static air Guide me to the stars out there Every moment fades away But your rhythm makes me stay
I surrender let it flow Take me where I need to go
Save me in the sound I’m falling Echoes all around I’m calling Lost inside the fire it’s all I know Take me deeper never let me go
Falling deeper Falling deeper Into the light Into the light
Save me in the sound I’m falling Echoes all around I’m calling Lost inside the fire it’s all I know Take me deeper never let me go
SING ME UNDER
Ash on my lips the prayer turns to flame Angels are weeping they whisper my name Sirens like demons with halos of red Drag me to waters where shadows are fed
Their wings are torn their eyes ignite I give my soul to the endless night
Sing me under break my crown Holy fire pulls me down Wrap me deep in ocean sin Sing me under let it in
Candles are drowned in the salt of the sea Demons disguised in their purity Heaven feels hollow its silence is near I fall to the voices I ache to hear
Their halos burn their hands entice I taste the blood I pay the price
Sing me under break my crown Holy fire pulls me down Wrap me deep in ocean sin Sing me under let it in
Wings of ruin wings of grace Both are falling face to face Angels curse and demons pray Still the sirens take me away
Sing me under break my crown Holy fire pulls me down Wrap me deep in ocean sin Sing me under let it in
