MEMORIES

I took a walk on this cold desolate road

To clear these thoughts that burn my soul

You were the spark that filled my life

Now what's left is dust with memories of you

 

The time that we shared were the best days of my life

But you had other plans and so you pushed me aside

 

The harsh reality sinks in

And I was foolish to believe that we could be together

Even though there's a slight possibility

I don't wanna agonize thinking about you and me

 

I fell apart on the day that you walked away

And I really tried to forget the pain

I know I'll regret that second chance I had

To hold you in my arms again...again

 

But the time that we shared were the best days of my life

But you had other plans and so you pushed me aside

 

The harsh reality sinks in

And I was foolish to believe that we could be together

Even though there's a slight possibility

I don't wanna agonize thinking about you and me

 

 

CLOUD NINE

The feelings that I get when I come around you

I try to deny but it's written all over the sky

Cos when you come close and pull me to your body

I feel the love inside

Now wont you come close and pull me to your body

I'll be yours tonight

 

Everything feels right by your side

And I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love

Every part of my body just gives out

Cos I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love

You keep me on cloud nine

 

With time I realized how I felt about you

You took me by surprise with every day that passed by

This worlds grand and I'm glad I found someone like you

And I know I'd be lost if I didn't have you

 

Everything feels right by your side

And I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love

Every part of my body just gives out

Cos I can't get enough of I can't get enough of your love

You keep me on cloud nine

 

 

NEVER HEAL

I came from the forest of despair

The burning ashes of your love keep a bind on me

I thought time would erase every memory

But I just don't heal

 

The seasons echoed by and to the gods I cried

Hoping that one day you'd come back to me

And you know that I'll always keep on waiting

Cos I'll never heal

 

I've been using since the day you left and cut me out of your world

Cos I still need you, I still need you

And the thought of sobering up and realizing that I've wasted my life

It just haunts me, you still haunt me today

 

I've been using since the day you left and cut me out of your world

Cos I still need you, I still need you

And the thought of sobering up and realizing that I've wasted my life

It just haunts me, you still haunt me today

 

WASTING AWAY

I Wish I could still look into your fervent eyes

And be reassured that our love won't evanescence in time

But lately I get the feeling that you've found someone new

Can't put myself to believe that he's better for you

 

Now that you've left me and ran to his arms

I feel the need to eat my gun

There's no place in this world if I don't have you here with me

I'm wasting I'm wasting away

 

Please tell me why why have you forsaken me

I'm not perfect but I kept on trying

And this blood clot in my brain blinds me from the pain

Of the day you crushed my heart in hopes of a brighter day

 

Please tell me why why have you forsaken me

I'm not perfect but I kept on trying

And this blood clot in my brain blinds me from the pain

Of the day you crushed my heart in hopes of a brighter day

 

 

SAVE ME

Alone through time and space I've traveled far and wide

With poison in  my veins and a sea of bloodshot eyes

The years drifted by it was a blur every night

Drowning in regret wishing I could turn back time

 

But life is better when I'm wasted

Soaring high but still far from heaven

I'm so alive when I'm out there using

God deserted me got tired of screaming

To save me...to save me...to save me

 

I turned it all around built myself up from the ground

But I struggled to let go of the pipe and alcohol

Addiction kept a hold on my empty heart and soul

Yet my mind wants to believe that one day I'll be set free

 

But life is better when I'm wasted

Soaring high but still far from heaven

I'm so alive when I'm out there using

God deserted me got tired of screaming

To save me...to save me...to save me

 

 

AWAKENED

The midnight sun takes my breath away

With every step I take

I can see the sound rushing through the crowd

And I'm rising to another world

 

So just close your eyes and get lost in time

Your mind will give light to hidden world

So just close your eyes and go where you'd like

We're one tonight under the burning sky

 

Northern light paint the night I'm lost in a dream

Every fear slowly dissipates from my skin

Brainwaves keep racing flashing memories

My soul takes off I'm alive tonight

 

So just close your eyes and get lost in time

Your mind will give light to hidden world

So just close your eyes and go where you'd like

We're one tonight under the burning sky

 

So just close your eyes and get lost in time

Your mind will give light to hidden world

So just close your eyes and go where you'd like

We're one tonight under the burning sky

 

 

ENERGY

Close your eyes & lets run blind

Deep into the labyrinth of the mind

Just enjoy the trip forget what you know

And just remember love will guide you home

Ahead of our time to create this revolution

Which is needed in a world full of pollution

Brothers sisters children of the sky

Lets go on a trip become energy for the night

 

Picture the beating drum of endless metaphysical love

As it echoes through your melting body

Meditation unlocks spiritual activation

Let go of your fears desires and ego inclinations

We show you we guide you don't ever feel alone

Just open up your heart and the truth you will know

Brothers sisters children of the sky

Lets go on a trip become energy for the night

 

As we rest along the coast of endless stars

Not knowing how far we've traveled or who we are

Look down below into a world we left behind

Older, wiser and a fondness for human life

Fall with me down into the light we go

Till we meet again spread love to them all

Brothers sisters children of the sky

Lets go on a trip a trip called life

 

 

LOS SUEÑOS DIVINOS

Pasa el tiempo y siguen viviendo

Como sombras perdidas de un juego sin fin

Su destino esta escrito aman como dos niños

Que entrelazan asi a el infinito

 

La madre ocaso los guia al reino al fondo de los sueños

Las arenas del tiempo disuelven el puente de la conciencia humana

 

Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran 

En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran

Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos

Puro y perfecto por eternidad

 

El universo es un misterio

Une dos almas para recordar

Que sigan buscando a esa esperanza perdida

Entre cuentos de hadas y chimeras

 

La madre ocaso los guia al reino al fondo de los sueños

Las arenas del tiempo disuelven el puente de la conciencia humana

 

Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran 

En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran

Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos

Puro y perfecto por eternidad

 

La mente es tan poderosa

Manifesta y todo lo tendras

Los sueños son una historia 

Sin principio o final

 

Ahora juntos se quedaran y de todo se olvidaran 

En este sueño perfecto aqui evocaran

Ese amor que aun quemara a través de los cosmos

Puro y perfecto por eternidad

 

 

HOPE

There was a time when I would see the world 

Through hardened eyes

Closed off and cold inside 

In this world

But then you came into my life and opened

Up my heart that night

Filled me up with love

And hope

 

Worlds apart even though we were

Worlds apart

You came so far

To heal my soul

 

My anger burned inside from the snakes I trusted 

That stabbed me from behind

Forgiveness was the key

You gave me

And when you came form the other side and opened 

Up my heart that night

Filled me up with love

And hope

 

Worlds apart even though we were

Worlds apart

You came so far

To heal my soul

Worlds apart even though we were

Worlds apart

You came so far

To heal my soul

 

 

33

The devil came to me in a dream

On a white horse with dark energy

The night was right to hack this liquid dream

My eye was opened to all infinity

 

She fed the deepest parts of my core

Knew I was fucked up bitter and alone

To be loved is what we all want

So she promised me fame and endless fortune

 

I sold my soul for diamonds and reached notoriety

You can lie to yourself but we all love the money

Now that I'm absolved from it all it's easy to see

Nothing was ever worth the illusion that she sold me

 

 

FAME

The break of dawn cuts a wound

deep in my soul where only you have been

You were my all

my daily fix

I miss your smile your tender lips

I'd leave it all just to see you again

You kept me sane as I was gaining fame

 

But heaven wasn't made for me I fell along time ago

Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all

Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold

To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more

 

Life's a chance a wicked game

We sell our souls for a little fame

I see it now

Now that it's too late

And this is all we crave to make a name

But fucked up in the head when the spotlight ends

I wanna die young

In hopes to see you again 

 

But heaven wasn't made for me I fell along time ago

Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all

Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold

To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more

 

But heaven wasn't made for me I fell along time ago

Endless drugs lust and money yeah it felt like I had it all

Now I'm sick of all the lens flashing but the devil still has a hold

To rehab I go, alter ego reborn for you to adore...till I can't no more

 

 

10:56

Just another day inside my head

Are these voices real or am I mentally insane 

It seems I'm always hanging by a thread

I need that fire need that will to live

But this paranoia always gets the best of me

Feeding on the triggers that bring back old memories

My mind was torn up I didn't know myself back then

my dear old friend I miss you won't you talk to me again

 

There was a time when I tried to relate

Now I don't open up I push everyone away

The demon made his way inside again

Deep in my thoughts is where he wants to live

Sometimes I feel it's all just in my head

No one seems to understand you're delusional they said

But your voice feels so real so forever young we'll stay

And tonight at 10:56 I'll eat my gun and lie in a pool of blood

 

I rot with every single fucking day

If you saw the world through my eyes you'd understand my pain

 Soaked up in devils love but still alone

A lost soul who can't feel no more

No matter what I do these thoughts stay drilled inside

I wish I didn't bleed to know it was all a dream

The thrill of living's gone I guess I'll end it now

I pray one day it'll change but the demon always wins in the end

 

 

CRAVE YOU

I stayed away from your path

Cos this love was never meant to last

And I needed to believe

That I was sane and one day I'd be set free

 

You kept me high through all my lows

I never knew how far we'd go

I loved that fake poise you sold me

That drowned my insecurities

 

In the deep of the night I 

Remember what I had 

But now I lost it all

chasing you

In the deep of the night I

Wish I could go back

When life was simple

But I still crave you

The things we did I don't regret

I fell for you after just one kiss

A fatal attraction with nothing left

But a broken mind faded in time that can't forget

 

You kept me high through all my lows

I never knew how far we'd go

I loved that fake poise you sold me

That drowned my insecurities

 

In the deep of the night I 

Remember what I had 

But now I lost it all

chasing you

In the deep of the night I

Wish I could go back

When life was simple

But I still crave you

 

Will I ever break free and stay sober

You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher

Will I ever break free and stay sober

You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher

 

In the deep of the night I

Remember what I had 

But now I lost it all

chasing you

In the deep of the night I

Wish I could go back

When life was simple

But I still crave you

 

Will I ever break free and stay sober

You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher

Will I ever break free and stay sober

You took me to the fire and now I wanna go higher